We all have our actual fears like spiders and snakes or the dark.

I feel like some of my biggest fears are talking to a group of mean girls, or saying no to someone

Upsetting people is really difficult for me to do and I always try to just go with what they say even if i don’t like it

Am I sure why I do this? Probably to make them not hate me. I don’t like tension or bad vibes from people.

Something about someone being like “wow dude they are so annoying and the worst” scares me more than anything.

Do I wish I just didn’t care and heck do I act like I don’t care? Yes

But will I do anything to be different? Maybe.